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a toughful day~ 10.08.09

I've been letting you down, down
Girl, I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
I should of played it cool

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand...


It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy
I should of known
She must have altered my senses
As i offered to walk her home

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand...



It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake
a stupid mistake

She means nothing to me...nothing to me
I swear every word is true
Don't wanna lose you....

it's so sad when sum1 dat u loved da most begging for an apologize to what he had done to us...for me,i'm touched wif da last phrase of dis song; anyone of us by gareth gates where he said dat he doesnt want to lose da gurl even he had hurt his beloved...hmm....

Sometimes the hurt is so deep and remains embedded deeply within the heart of the person who was hurt, and they walk away from the relationship. Too often pride stands in between the person who did the hurting and the person who was hurt. Instead of trying to make amends and healing the relationship, pride takes over on both sides, and a once loving relationship is nothing but a memory. It doesn't have to be that way.

When someone has hurt us, it's all too easy to just throw our hands up and walk away from it all. That's the easy way out, but it's also the losing way. You and the person that hurt you both lose out because you lose each other. But if we stop and ask ourselves why the person said hurtful things to us to start with, it could help the situation immensely.

for me,i juz can give them a chance to rebuilt new chapter in our relationship...therefore,someone may not betrayed me again...because it is too difficult to accept the apologies and attempts to make amend from our loved ones.maybe my guard has been thrown up and i'm not sure if i can fully been trust the person who make my heart hurt....so the only way is to allow myself to truly feel the sincere of deposits love...maybe love will come from the person who has hurt u...so seek out and embrace the loves that is being given to u~ hope no more pain i have to face in my relationship afta dis~ aminn....

SuNwaY pYrAm!D~

my heaven to shop currently!! hehehe...after from months to months menunggu duIt yg punye liat nk gugur from gold tree...at last! i got it! hehehe...alhamdullilah...

so.....it's shopping tyme!!! thanx to my my fwen yg sanggup accompany me shupping..hehehe~

i woke up at 8.30a.m today...it's early for me...i guess laa..huhu...then maen2 rambut yg dh berminyak2 x cuci semalam...kalu goreng ikan pon dh bleh dh..perumpamaan yerp!

n then go here n there...checking my houz (dh mcm polis pencen lak)....n then landing blk...ngantok!!!! but,still cant close my eyez back...hmm...

so i switch on my lappy on9 fer fb....worr!! noting besh today in fb...i switch off my lappy...i saw my 2 roomate are getting ready for thier bel class at 10.30pm....woorrr....class on saturday???

really bored!!

but da same goes to me too...i have class today at 1pm until 3pm...owh gossh!! my lecturer is so skema laa...y not she juz ask us to sign all da "incomplete" attendance n no need to make a replacement class on saturday...really kaco laa laoshi~ =(

btw,i'm attending mandarin class today...we learn about numbers in mandarin...

Ling...yi...er...san...ser...wu...liu....qi...ba...jiu...shi...

maksud nyerr....

sifar...satu...dua...tiga...empat...lima...enam....tujuh....lapan...sembilan...sepUluh...

yeay! cukup 10...actually byk lg but...mals laa nk ajar korang...dri sendri pon x khatam lg...hehehehe~

in class,i juz keep asking myself when da class will be end...hmm...so bored + pewot bergendang gendum inside = not taking any meal yet...

and finally,when my watch pointing at 3pm...yahhhooooo!!!!!!!!! da class oready end!

actually my body in da class but my mind in sunway!! hahaha...

after class,i drive straight to da sunway....and arrive at 4.30 n twus pi mkn kat laksa shack...i ate laksa johor while my fwen ate laksa nyonya melaka (like mee curry gak la)....huhu...

PEWOT SUDEY KENYANG,HATI MANYAK GUMBIRA,MARI KITA JENJALAN...

hehehe....i bought what i crave slame ni.....

da list is :-

-handbag-flower dress -t-shirt -my shayoung shirt -make up -neclace -earings -ate sushi -my battery hp -shampoo -body wash-

thanx to VOIR,padini authentics,PDI,black queen,elianto,NOKIA,laksa shack,Melody,Clarol herbal essence,palmolive becoz influence me menipis kan lg my purse! huH...!!I NEED PANADOL NOWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!