.:. nEw pHaSe Of My LyFe .:.

hEaL dA Pa!n- peE dEe

a toughful day~ 10.08.09

I've been letting you down, down
Girl, I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
I should of played it cool

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand...


It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy
I should of known
She must have altered my senses
As i offered to walk her home

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand...



It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake
a stupid mistake

She means nothing to me...nothing to me
I swear every word is true
Don't wanna lose you....

it's so sad when sum1 dat u loved da most begging for an apologize to what he had done to us...for me,i'm touched wif da last phrase of dis song; anyone of us by gareth gates where he said dat he doesnt want to lose da gurl even he had hurt his beloved...hmm....

Sometimes the hurt is so deep and remains embedded deeply within the heart of the person who was hurt, and they walk away from the relationship. Too often pride stands in between the person who did the hurting and the person who was hurt. Instead of trying to make amends and healing the relationship, pride takes over on both sides, and a once loving relationship is nothing but a memory. It doesn't have to be that way.

When someone has hurt us, it's all too easy to just throw our hands up and walk away from it all. That's the easy way out, but it's also the losing way. You and the person that hurt you both lose out because you lose each other. But if we stop and ask ourselves why the person said hurtful things to us to start with, it could help the situation immensely.

for me,i juz can give them a chance to rebuilt new chapter in our relationship...therefore,someone may not betrayed me again...because it is too difficult to accept the apologies and attempts to make amend from our loved ones.maybe my guard has been thrown up and i'm not sure if i can fully been trust the person who make my heart hurt....so the only way is to allow myself to truly feel the sincere of deposits love...maybe love will come from the person who has hurt u...so seek out and embrace the loves that is being given to u~ hope no more pain i have to face in my relationship afta dis~ aminn....

SuNwaY pYrAm!D~

my heaven to shop currently!! hehehe...after from months to months menunggu duIt yg punye liat nk gugur from gold tree...at last! i got it! hehehe...alhamdullilah...

so.....it's shopping tyme!!! thanx to my my fwen yg sanggup accompany me shupping..hehehe~

i woke up at 8.30a.m today...it's early for me...i guess laa..huhu...then maen2 rambut yg dh berminyak2 x cuci semalam...kalu goreng ikan pon dh bleh dh..perumpamaan yerp!

n then go here n there...checking my houz (dh mcm polis pencen lak)....n then landing blk...ngantok!!!! but,still cant close my eyez back...hmm...

so i switch on my lappy on9 fer fb....worr!! noting besh today in fb...i switch off my lappy...i saw my 2 roomate are getting ready for thier bel class at 10.30pm....woorrr....class on saturday???

really bored!!

but da same goes to me too...i have class today at 1pm until 3pm...owh gossh!! my lecturer is so skema laa...y not she juz ask us to sign all da "incomplete" attendance n no need to make a replacement class on saturday...really kaco laa laoshi~ =(

btw,i'm attending mandarin class today...we learn about numbers in mandarin...

Ling...yi...er...san...ser...wu...liu....qi...ba...jiu...shi...

maksud nyerr....

sifar...satu...dua...tiga...empat...lima...enam....tujuh....lapan...sembilan...sepUluh...

yeay! cukup 10...actually byk lg but...mals laa nk ajar korang...dri sendri pon x khatam lg...hehehehe~

in class,i juz keep asking myself when da class will be end...hmm...so bored + pewot bergendang gendum inside = not taking any meal yet...

and finally,when my watch pointing at 3pm...yahhhooooo!!!!!!!!! da class oready end!

actually my body in da class but my mind in sunway!! hahaha...

after class,i drive straight to da sunway....and arrive at 4.30 n twus pi mkn kat laksa shack...i ate laksa johor while my fwen ate laksa nyonya melaka (like mee curry gak la)....huhu...

PEWOT SUDEY KENYANG,HATI MANYAK GUMBIRA,MARI KITA JENJALAN...

hehehe....i bought what i crave slame ni.....

da list is :-

-handbag-flower dress -t-shirt -my shayoung shirt -make up -neclace -earings -ate sushi -my battery hp -shampoo -body wash-

thanx to VOIR,padini authentics,PDI,black queen,elianto,NOKIA,laksa shack,Melody,Clarol herbal essence,palmolive becoz influence me menipis kan lg my purse! huH...!!I NEED PANADOL NOWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jAvA cH!P

venue :- Starbucks,The Gardens


date :- 25th July 2009


- hangout wif my cuzzie,kak pina, while parents away to my village...ipoh,pay- rock..hehehe =) at 1st,she want to order jelly frappucino sumting2 (ala,yg da new one kat starbucks tu) but i suggest her to try java chip,my fav...dier tamo worr....huh! belagak btol...tap2 tup,bile once she try mine,dier plak over2 sedut da frappucino...haish! mujur dier yg blanje tau...so ape leh wat...cenyum je laaa =)) >> =((

starbucks coffe house...the gardens

my fav beverages at starbucks >> java chip (left)
kak pina's fav bevarages at starbucks >> jelly frappucino (kot)

look at my drinks yg dah disedut suku oleh kak pina

a pose fer u... =)

afta 15 minutes being in da starbucks coffee houze,we went to mid valley fer a window shopping plak..we oso took a pic wif da monster2 kat sane...cumeyl2 sunggoh monsters itu ya...huhu...

blue monsters

hehe..lurve dis pic! my face like a gurl never seen a monster fer a long tyme...
like we can said "cayang monster ni" hehehehe.... =p

huhu...kak pina pon nk gak snap pic ngn monster...weekkkk!!! =p

pinky monster! byg kan laa...daku terpakse berjingkit
utk masuk kan muke ke dlm lubang itu...hahaha...
monster ni sunggoh tinggi dr daku rupanya! huh!

nadya & monsters yg terkurung...pdn muke! haha!

bajet jew ni...huhu..

my bf lurve BOSS...so i juz ask kak pina to
snap my pic at the boss's shop...
tande nyer daku tahu kesukaanmu syg ku...cewah!

greeny day...it's gewd to breath in da fresh air
wif a gewd photocynthesis process around u...

my tired face n ermm...no comment wif da face of kak pina...hehehe =p

wEdd!nGzzZZ....

venue :- dewan serbaguna PGA

function :- sabri's eldest bro weds...

on 26th of july last sunday,i'm attending da wedding of sabri's bro...it was such an attractive wedding wif superb weds planning...maybe nadya dh lame xgi owg kawen kowt..dats y yg cam ader jakun2 sket tu...hehehe...so here i giv u all tgk serba sdikit pic da weds tu keyh... =)

p/s (pic pngantin tade kat i laa...c sabri shengal tu gatai x snap pic abg dier...haish!)

orait,easy to be said,dlm byk2 mende kat dlm dewan tu,
i fully attract wif dis things..dunno la y nadya shangat2 suke ngn
mende ni but seems lyke can be my 1 of my 'hantaran' kawen's
design sumday kowt...hehehe ;-p

orait,dis thing letak nyer kat sebelah arch..
chanteq banget dis potrait..dier ader 2 potrait kat
kiri n kanan arch tu but nadya sempat snap 1 jew pic
potrait coz ader owg len nyeboks kat 2nd potrait tu...huh!

dis 1 is pic of pelamin penganten tu...
i lurve da chair where da pengantin dudoks bersanding...
cam nk bwk blk umh jew,n then dudoks kat chair tu,
brangan jd permaisuri plak...ahaks!

huhu...red carpet beb...cam besh jew kan kawen ader
red carpet??

haa..dis is my fwen n we had being fwen since in collage
lg...ermm..
almost 4 years kitowang kwn tau...
her name is jasmin..i prefer call her minami coz she owayz
call me miramon...hahaha...apakah?
minami & miramon...
wat a nice nickname we had since
we were in sem1 diploma...dah melekat name tu smpai skrang tau..!

noty tol muke dak ni..hehehe...my only 1 fwen yg being a
part tyme model rite now...coz she so pretty in person..
so for those who looking fer a part tyme model fer their mags,
u can contact me in person n i'll link u wif her...
(cecece...wat iklan lak..mau ngamoks c minami ni nnti)

ini adalah muke kami yg hangen tahap cipan ngn sabri
coz dier sudey tahan kami dr pulang...apakah?
so make nyer utk ilang kan bowsan,kami pon senyum sengih
& merelakan owg men-shoot foto kami ini...
hmm....

dis 1 we took pic at arch...dh nk blk dh pon tyme ni...
sgt sewonok coz
setelah bersushah payah memujuk sabri
utk dier tlg tngkap pic we all kat arch,akhir nya kami
berjaya juge smbil memegang goodies bag...ehehehe...

haa...ni lerr sabri...dok asik2 sebut name jer
tp xde rupe yg kuar eyk..hehehe...
he is my bff versi boy laa..
anything if nadya der prob,i will go n storey to him..
but not at all shangat laa..psl mulowts dier ni pon
leh tahan puake gak kalu nk nasihat owg...

pape pon,ni la 1st tyme aku tgk ko pkai bju mlayu
in real n ciap samping lg...
caya laa lu...

CONGRATULATIONS on da wedding.... =)

lurve is in da air

venue :- the curve & putrajaya

date :- 18 julai 2009

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